hi amber, how r u now? i just read this whole thread from the very begining... you poor thing, u really went through it with that little guy didnt u.... i tell u what, this world needs more people like u in it... there would be alot less suffering. i know everyones said it already but it seems u did all u can and more for the little man. some people dont understand what its like to lose an animal u love so much, i lost a dog some years back and it broke my heart in 2, i was so lost with out him.... but it does get better amber, ull always miss him but time is a great healer and in time that lump in your throat will go away and ul start to smile inside every time u think of him

hes in a better place now, u know that.... and from what iv read he had the best mummy he could of asked for

all the best amber. go spoil your other baby

x